Before I get to all the wedding stuff, I wanted to give a shout out to Nookie and Boo, and especially my baby, for a wonderful time on Tuesday.

It is always a pleasure to see Nookie, and I hope once I am fully down here...lol, which I am pretty much now other than our things, but she is just so sweet and so nice and just wonderful. When Boo walked in with Steve, wow was all I was thinking. She has this very infectious vibe. I had to ask if she ever got mad...her little cute voice, and sweet laugh...she was simply adoable.

I want to mention that at the stripper store, I laughed so hard I almost pee'd. The shoes were awesome, but no way am I paying that much for a pair of sandles. But like Nookie was saying, the male thongs were sooooo freaking funny. I swear some of them were freaking huge, like think elephant trunk.

We had a great time. I used to really watch a lot of Baseball when I was younger, but not so much now, but I had a great time at the game. They kept asking if I was okay, and other than my bottom being sore from the hard seats, I was great. Good people, good fun.

Now...wedding stuff. Point of advice, never ever make your own favors. Ever. Not for 100 people. Ever. That was the most tedious, boring, painstaking thing I have ever done. After about 30 I wanted to quit...

I have to pick up the bridesmaids dresses today. My dress is already here at the house and everytime I see it, I just want to put it on and go back to the days when I was a little girl playin dress up. I cannot wait to see him looking at me in it. With that look he gives me that just makes my heart melt.

Last night the pregnancy emotions took over...full steam. I really have no idea why I was crying, but I cried for like two hours straight. No breaks. Just tears. This morning I woke up in Ryans bed, and really do not even remember why I went in there to sleep. He was so sweet holding me and just letting me cry, with soft kisses to my cheek and forehead. This morning I feel just awful about it, but I truely have no idea what happened. I think I was just so sleepy, that that was the only way to get to sleep, but I have no clue.

Two days. Thats all. Less than 48 and I will be married to the man that makes me swoon everyday, that makes my palms sweat, gives me butterflies, makes my knees weak, and gives me that feeling of security that I have never felt from another person.

I love him. Completely, and totally. There are no doubts, no cold feet, just pure affection.