Monday, October 31, 2005

Pftt.

SO I should write about that Alito person. I should. To get it off my chest. But I like things to sit for a while. Let me really decide before I say something.

One thing I know I know about him...is that I think he has I am the alpha male persona...and if anyone knows me, they know that will not cut it.

So on to a test I found on a former OT blog...




What Classic Movie Are You?
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Sunday, October 30, 2005

MeMe from Arkie:

1. What is a bigger pet peeve for you: someone trying to talk on a cell phone during a movie, a baby crying in a restaurant, a dog barking on your street, or music played loud enough to rattle windows.
Talking on a cell phone during a movie. Especially in a theatre. I cannot stand for people to talk during movies in the theatre. One reason I hardly go to them at all.

2. What is your favorite cologne or perfume that you wear most often? Which one is the one you like the scent of, but don't wear often or at all?
Don't laugh, but currently I like Britney Spears Curious. It smells soooo good. Light, but nice. I love Tommy Girl, but I never ever wear it...maybe because I cannot afford it.

3. In your opinion, what is the best way to tell someone you value how much they mean to you?
That is hard for me...either I express to much, or not enough. I always feel like once I open up, they will go away.

4. In the above post, there is a personality quiz: If you haven't taken it, please do; if you already have, how accurate were the results compared with your true personality.
Actually yeah. I agree with most of it. 41 TO 50 POINTS: Others see you as fresh, lively, charming, amusing, practical, and always interesting; someone who's constantly in the center of attention, but sufficiently well-balanced not to let it go to their head. They also see you as kind, considerate, and understanding; someone who'll always cheer them up and help them out.

5. When was the last time you feel you got as much sleep as you really needed in a single night?
Actually, about a month ago. A very trying time, and I needed it. A lot.

6. If a stranger walked up to you and handed you a briefcase with enough money to pay off every debt you had down to the penny, do you think you could start from then on living debt-free?
Since I now only have some student loans, two small...very small credit cards, and my house note, yeah I think I could.

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Thursday, October 27, 2005

Netscape, click here to go

Okay this pisses me off. Really really pisses me off.

Look at the programs that are getting cut, it is the ones that people who are in need use. The ones that have helped me, and other like me.

The workforce programs, well...that is what got me into school. I got laid off, they offered an option to be retrained, I used it. Many people have used it. This program has changed many lives for the good. And now it is one of the first to get spending cuts??? They want people off of welfare, but are taking away the things that help them to get off of it??

Not only that, but child support enforcement is being cut. Do you know that if you are on that program, and have medicaid, that you do not even get the child support. It goes back to pay for the medicaid. To pay for the time that was spent on your case. Syrenboys dad pays now, he pays it all, and I get 25 bucks a month. The rest goes to pay them back. Nevermind that he was in arrears before them. It is now that matters. Even though this has been the hardest time financially in our lives. They cannot wait to take their share, they get first dibs...and now they are cutting funding to it. To money that is for our children???

Sorry if you are a Republican..but honestly, y'all boggle my fucking brain.

House Republicans chop several programs
Committees scramble to assemble $50B in budget cuts
WASHINGTON (AP) -- House Republicans voted to cut student loan subsidies, child support enforcement and aid to firms hurt by unfair trade practices as various committees scrambled to piece together $50 billion in budget cuts.
More politically difficult votes -- to cut Medicaid, food stamps and farm subsidies -- are on tap Thursday as more panels weigh in on the bill.
It was originally intended to cut $35 billion in spending over five years, but after pressure from conservatives, GOP leaders directed committees to cut another $15 billion to help pay the cost of hurricane recovery.
President Bush met with House and Senate GOP leaders and said he was pleased with the progress.
He also appeared to endorse a plan by House Speaker Dennis Hastert's plan for an across-the-board cut in agency budgets, perhaps including the Pentagon, by the end of the year.
"I encourage Congress to push the envelope when it comes to cutting spending," Bush said.
Budget bill
Dozens of issues are at play as Republicans in both the House and Senate cobble together the sprawling budget bill.
The measure is the first in eight years to take aim at the automatic growth of federal spending programs such as Medicaid and Medicare.
In the Senate, the Budget Committee voted along party lines to bundle together the work of eight legislative committees into a bill that will be debated next week by the full Senate.
The Congressional Budget Office said the Senate measure would save $39 billion over five years -- $4 billion more than the budget passed last spring.
Pressed to produce more savings than the Senate, House committees took more political chances in drafting the $50 billion House plan, which has become a rallying point for the GOP's conservative wing and its anxiety about hurricane relief worsening the deficit.
The House Education and the Workforce panel, for example, was told to generate $18 billion in savings over five years. On Wednesday it approved squeezing lenders in the student loan program and raising premiums to employers for government insurance of their employees' and retirees' pension benefits.
'Raid on student aid'
It also imposes new fees on students who default on loans or consolidate them and higher fees on parents who borrow on behalf of their college-age children. California Rep. George Miller, the senior Democrat on the panel, called the package a "raid on student aid."
The Ways and Means Committee approved on a party-line vote a plan by its chairman, Rep. Bill Thomas, R-California, with so many difficult-to-swallow provisions that lawmakers and aides whispered about whether the intent was to make it hard for GOP leaders to win its passage in the full House.
It includes $3.8 billion in cuts to child support enforcement. Rep. Earl Pomeroy, D-North Dakota, charged that Republicans were appealing to the "constituency of deadbeat dads."
The bill also would tighten eligibility standards for foster care assistance in nine states and delay some lump-sum payments to very poor and elderly beneficiaries of Social Security's Supplemental Security Income program.
"It was abundantly clear that Thomas didn't want to do this stuff," said an aide to a Ways and Means Republican who spoke on condition of anonymity but cited meetings that occurred behind the scenes. House GOP leaders this month directed Thomas to produce $8 billion in savings, eight times the original target he was assigned.
The Ways and Means plan also would eliminate payments to industries harmed by unfair foreign trade practices. Those payments come from the proceeds of duties on foreign goods "dumped" into the U.S. market.
ANWR drilling
The House Resources Committee approved a controversial plan to raise $2.4 billion in lease revenues by permitting oil drilling in the Arctic National Wildlife Refuge.
Minority Democrats opposed virtually everything that was done, saying Wednesday's actions are part of a broader GOP budget blueprint that also calls for $106 billion in new tax cuts over the next five years.
"They are targeting programs for poor people to pay for tax cuts for rich people," said Rep. David Obey, D-Wisconsin. Once those tax cuts are passed, Obey added, deficits will be increasing again.
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Wednesday, October 26, 2005

Update


So my dad came home today. Against Dr.s orders. They told him they wanted him to stay, to find out what was wrong, he said no...today is my grandsons birthday, and I am going home.

And home he did go.
When my dad has something set in his mind, he does it...could care less what anyone else says.

So heres hoping his stubborness doesnt put him in worse shape than he is already in.

Thank you all so much

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Monday, October 24, 2005

Update

Okay, I tried to update this last night, but it wouldn’t take for some reason. So I gave up.

About 10 minutes after I made that post down there, I had to leave for the hospital again. They had found a rupture/tear in my dads intestine, and was going in to try to fix it. They also tried to flush out his stomach to see where the blood was coming in from.

They fixed the tear, but could not get his stomach clean enough to see what was wrong.

Today he looks so much better, but started throwing up again around 7:30 pm or so. Tomorrow, they are going to take more blood to run tests on.

At this point, we really have no idea what is wrong with him.

Thank you all for your support. You have no idea what it means.

*Smooch*

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Saturday, October 22, 2005

Plea

Many of you who know me, know that I struggle with faith. I have for years. It is hard for me to pray, when I have no idea who I am praying too...

However...

My dad is very very sick. Last week he had 5 stints placed in the arteries around his heart. He is scheduled for two more to be placed in his arteries leading to his kidneys on Nov 4.

Two nights ago he began puking. A lot. He has very little of his colon left, and normally as soon as he eats, he has to go to the bathroom. He has not done so since he began puking, and even though he has not been able to keep anything down, this is something that is very important.

Yesterday morning, my step mom took him to the hospital. They sent him home, and told her to keep watch over him for any changes. This morning they were right back at the emergency room.

Long story short, they have a tube going down into his stomach, pumping out blood. A lot of blood. More blood than I think I have ever seen in one confined place. When I went there to see him earlier today, they were not doing this, they started it at 5. From 5 until I left at 7 or so, the canister that it pumps into was full and the second one was very close to being full.

He has a slow hemorrhage somewhere. It is leaking into his stomach somehow. They have no idea where or how. My step mom is currently waiting for them to decide what the next move is to find out.

He does not look good. Normally pretty dark complected from the sun weathering his skin, when I saw him tonight, all I could think of was how yellow he looked. How sunk his face, his features looked. How small he was laying in that bed, hardly being able to speak.

Please, keep him in your hearts. Your prayers, or whatever you do as individuals.

Thank you.

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Friday, October 21, 2005

So cute

I am not a girly girl. Most of the time the most jewlery that I wear is earrings. I have a necklace, that is my inital and black hills gold roses, but I only wear it on special occasions. I have toe rings, and cute little things like that, and am always looking for something a little different...

Click
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  • to go to Smallthings. The site has some pretty niffty trinkets on it. Like these pendants for necklaces, big, small, itty bitty and double strand, and earrings.


    stones

    single circle

    dots

    pods




    pods

    stones

    3 stones

    branch

    quail

    daffodil

    bell

    fringed poppy

    deco poppy

    cicada

    hummingbird

    two birdies

    the bird

    swallow

    bee

    star

    skull

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    I love these little cars...

    From Netscape...
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    Mini Cooper one of the best priced smaller cars of 2005...


    2005 BMW Mini Cooper (base price $19,950) This cheerful little thing makes you say "Oh, Behave!" every time you open the garage door -- especially if ordered with the extra cost Union Jack decal spread all over the roof.
    Like the original Mini Cooper of the 1960s, the modern Mini -- which is actually built by BMW and uses many 3-Series parts -- is small on the outside but impressively roomy on the inside -- even for drivers well over six feet tall. The interior has lots of metal-faced, retro-style touches -- including an off-center center mounted speedo with a big tach right behind the steering wheel -- and old-timey toggle switches to turn things off and on.
    The standard engine is small -- just 1.6 liters and 115-hp -- but this is a small (and light) car, so performance is snappy, especially if you stick with the standard 5-speed manual gearbox. Motorheads can also pony up for the supercharged S model -- which bumps the output by about 50 to 168 horsepower. Still not enough? For 2005, a dealer-installed John Works package takes it up yet another notch, to 200 horsepower -- which ought to be more than enough to impress Mrs. Kensington.

    Groovy Baby.

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    Tuesday, October 18, 2005

    I think I said yes...

    This past weekend opened some doors for me I never thought I would allow to be open. Going into the weekend, I had a lot of worries, a lot of questions, but there was no doubt, I wanted to see him again. Because he is my friend, my best friend. When I have something I have to get off my chest it is him I usually turn to, when I am happy, I cannot wait to talk to him to share it. When I want to scream, he usually takes the blunt end of it.

    So I know we have had some issues during the last few weeks, but they were issues that could have been solved with better communication. There are those that he cares about, as there are those that I care about. It doesn't change what we feel for each other, or how we are with each other.

    So this weekend, he came here as my friend, and left as my sorta, kinda fiance. Do you know how much that word scares me? Not so much now, but before him...lots. So I know there is a road ahead for both of us to travel to get where we both want to be. I know that we will get there, because we started out as friends, and that is always what is there behind the love that we share.

    I understand his relationship with Jennie and the kids. After such a long history with someone, it is normal to feel for that person. I also am secure in the fact that Jennie will not cause problems between us. They are his kids in his heart, so to me they are his period. He has to do the daddy thing. I would never ask for that to change.

    I know how much his friendships mean to him. His friends families. I think it is wonderful to watch a man just love. Love with everything, and that is what he gives to them. That I would never ask to change either.

    I love him for who he is. Not who I think he should be.

    As he does me.

    He has taken most of the blame for our past issues, but he is not totally to blame. Not by a long shot. I'm a bitch. Not all the time, but when I hurt, it comes out swinging. My words go out to hurt whatever has hurt me. And I did. With my words I kept making this divide between us bigger, and I hated it.

    Before this weekend, he kept a lot inside. Things that I had no idea about. This weekend, I felt like the most special woman in the world. While we went into the weekend with everything resolved, (we worked on that the previous weekend and week) it allowed us to go back to that friendship that lead us where we are.

    To hear his laugh again, was simply magical.

    He kept saying things this weekend that made me think this is where we were headed. But I did not push, I figured if he was ready, he would talk about it. Saturday night, as our friends were getting ready to leave, he did. Hearing the words, I think I will have to marry you by next summer nearly knocked me unconscious. Knowing that he said have to not may have to told me he was serious. Late into the night we talked about what was ahead. How we were going to handle things that we know are going to come up because issues will. And when he left the next morning, I felt secure that this is something that not only I want, but that he does too.

    Knowing that he is wanting to work toward this, seeing him be open about it, allows me to see that I was not just dreaming this weekend. That we are better than okay.

    In the end, we always go back to that deep friendship, the one that we told our darkest secrets. We build on that. By building on that, we build on each other. Even when our words are twisted by others, or are actions are not seen for what they are, we go back to that, and work from there. That helps us to build on what we have. To overcome, and make us stronger.

    I am very happy, and seeing, reading and hearing that he is too, has made all the difference, on if I talk completely openly or not.

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    Sunday, October 16, 2005

    Bridge day Part one

    This weekend was amazing. Simply amazing. Honestly that is really all I can say about it; Other than I wish that Agstah and Glowpop would have been able to meet up. Sweet Star, I hope you are feeling better, and we can plan something again soon.

    Saturday we went to Bridge Day. So many people. So many types of food. So many jumpers. And so much eye candy. All in all it was a great day. But the night, late at night, was the second most special time in my life. Can you guess what it was? Lets just say I am very very happy right now, and he is too.

    Here are some Videos that he made of bridge day with his Digi Cam. I think next year, he may take the plunge. he has enough jumps behind him, and I think he would have this time had he thought about checking out if he could.



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    On this clip look for the little white speck falling from the bridge. Just wanted to post it to show just how long they are in free fall.


    View this clip on Vimeo


    Bridge Day part two, is somewhere else. *smooch*

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    Thursday, October 13, 2005

    Tonight

    Tonight, even though the sun will already be set, it's heat will shine on me.
    Tonight, even though the birds will sleep, I will hear them sing.

    Tonight, sonnents will be written.
    Tonight, songs will be sung.

    Tonight, I shall feel you.
    Tonight, I shall touch you.

    Tonight, all will be right.
    Tonight, my fears will lye.

    Tonight.


    Everyone...have a great weekend. I know I will. First, he will arrive. Tonight will be ours again. Then tomorrow, they will be here. Two beautiful women, to watch the jumpers from the gorge.
    This weekend, all problems will be forgotten. Mere moments to heal.

    *smooch*

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    Tuesday, October 11, 2005

    Snickers

    Nutty and gooey - you always satisfy.
    What Kind of Candy Are You?

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    Sunday, October 09, 2005

    Idea stolen from Nutz

    This is so funny...

    http://www.psyclops.com/translator/translator.cgi?url=http%3A%2F%2Fsyren026.blogspot.com&mode=pimp

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    Jessica Biel

    From Esquire...

    "... is the Sexiest Woman Alive. It all started in June with ten remarkable toes. Six months later, we're still transfixed. Meet our girl, a masterpiece. "

    Now...she's beautiful, and I am glad she is finally getting some recognition...but sexiest woman alive. No.


    However, had to post some pics...



    The first set is from the esquire shot. The second is from the net, as I tried to find something with her with clothes on. The last, was one I just liked. Has an old photo look to it.
    Still shes no Gina. Not in my book. Not by a long shot.
    ETA: Just because I like to edit, instead of making new posts...I thought I would share a little Angie and Gina with everyone...
    And if you have not seen it, I suggest everyone should see Bound.
    I have never seen this cover, but the movie, to me, is worth having several copies of. You know just in case one messes up. *BIGGRIN*






    ETA: One more...the Celebrity couple that just makes me hot.

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    Saturday, October 08, 2005

    Thank you

    Sometimes we can say the smallest words, and in them express the most thoughtfulness.

    Yesterday, Last night, Today.
    I remember. Forgiven. Loved.

    Someone once told me, that they needed me in their heart. The smallest gestures remind me, how warm, passionate, sensual, and loving that heart is.

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    Thursday, October 06, 2005

    Boobies

    Have you seen boobiethon?

    Well if not, you should. It is a fun way to get awareness out there about a not so fun disease.

    Scroll down on that page, and you can see the free pics, some are very tasteful, others are very creative, and even a few are from peeps that I know. *wink*


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    Miers. The Best? Out of Who?

    I have been sitting on this for a few days. Letting it stew, become more like the pile of shit that I feel it is.

    Bush issued a release saying that he felt he nominated the best person from the candidates that he had to choose from. Now I will not pretend that I read about every person who could have been nominated, but I will say...I call Bullshit.

    President Bush has shown time and time again that it is the Good ol'e boys club, back in action. Scratch my back and I will scratch yours, screw what is right. What is fair.

    Do you know anything about Miers? Well, let me tell you just a few things.

    She is in my opinion, non-stance. She doesn't take a stance, and is not continuous in what she says.
    If someone tells you she is for gay rights, civil unions, and all jive, don't believe them. Yes she did say, when she was his counsel in TX, that she is for civil unions. But guess what, she also did not want the sodomy laws repelled. How can one be for a homosexual union, and be against them having sex? Really. You cannot say, oh yes, I think you should be able to be in a civil union, and then say, but you cannot have sex. Marriages at one point in time were made by just the act of consummation. In some countries, that is still all it takes.

    Her stance on abortion rights, is just...pittuy. That is not even a word, more like the sound of spit. But that is what I feel when I think of her, and my right to choose. Honestly, I would never get an abortion; However, I will never tell someone what they can and cannot do with their body. I will not invade on someone’s right to privacy. That is what Roe v. Wade comes down to. Not so much the right to have an abortion, but the right to privacy if you so choose to. There are other cases that solidified the right of a women to choose. Roe v. Wade is just the most common. She has said that she will not want to overturn something already set in stone as a precedent. On the other hand, she is also a staunch pro-life supporter. That always makes me giggle. Pro-life. Should that not also include the right to have the life that I would so choose. Not one you choose for me.

    Want to read more on Miers, I suggest you visit,
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  • She is not the little miss goody that they are making her out to be. She is not someone who should replace Sandra Day O’Conner. You have to have someone there to balance out the sides. To offer a voice that the others may not see. To me, Miers is not that person. From what I see, she is willing to do what she is told, how she is told, for reasons she is told. We need a person in this role who has an understanding that there is another side. That lifestyles does not equate lives. That women need the privacy to do what they want to their bodies. That even though the Good Ol'e Boys are back and well, that they do not speak for the rest of us.


    So, each of us has a duty. To let our representatives know how we feel. The questions that are important to us. Even if you are a conservative who sees her as a possibility, you have to want more. More of where she stands. Not a no stance let me be your puppy kind of nomination.

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    Monday, October 03, 2005

    Quizzes...because I am now bored...

    July,
    Fun to be with. Secretive. Difficult to fathom and
    to be understood.Quiet unless excited or
    tensed. Takes pride in oneself. Has reputation.
    Easily consoled. Honest. Concerned about
    people's feelings. Tactful. Friendly.
    Approachable. Emotional temperamental and
    unpredictable. Moody and easily hurt. Witty and
    sparkly. Not revengeful. Forgiving but never
    forgets.Dislikes nonsensical and unnecessary
    things. Guides others physically and mentally.
    Sensitive and forms impressions carefully.
    Caring and loving. Treats others equally.
    Strong sense of sympathy. Wary and sharp.
    Judges people through observations.
    Hardworking. No difficulties in studying


    What does your birth month reveal about you? (read memo)
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    HASH(0x8c73a68)
    People see fun in your eyes! People are drawn to
    you because of your fun-loving personality, and
    if they aren't...then they should be! You are
    probably a really cool person who just wants to
    have a good time without having to worry about
    anything. A downside may be that people find
    you annoying, or they think that you aren't
    mature enough to take care of things. But don't
    worry about it. They're just party-poopers
    anyway, right?


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    Abraham Lincoln


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